An Older Boy Took Advantage Of Me

An Older Boy Took Advantage Of Me


I remember I was at my stepdads house
for my little sister’s father’s side of the family and I was watching TV with my
stuffed cousins. Two young girls I’m the eldest boy. Time passes and the two girls
have left and I’m left alone with the eldest boy…watching TV while the adults
are outside cooking he reaches over and puts his arm around me telling me how
I’m beautiful and things like that. Keep in mind that I was nine and he was
probably in high school. I was so uncomfortable. But I just sat there and
said, “thank… I guess?!?” After a few more compliments and some small talk he leans
in and he kisses me. Being nine and shy I just sat there like an idiot. When I went
home I didn’t tell my mom. I thought that if I told her she would be disgusted and
wouldn’t love me anymore. I thought that she would just blame me for not doing
anything. So I just kept it to myself. Since I didn’t tell my mom right then in
there it continued. The next time I went there I was playing with some young
girls and I went inside to go to the bathroom. Well I was washing my hands he
steps in and he was like. “oh hey, sorry I didn’t know you’re in here .” And I was
like, “oh it’s okay.” But he didn’t leave. He steps closer I put my hands on his chest
stopping him and saying, “wait, I don’t want to.” And he told me that it was okay
and then I wouldn’t get in trouble. And he kisses me and he made me do things I didn’t want to do. four years passed and now I’m 13 years old
but my mom and stepfather are separated. I was happy that I wouldn’t go over
there anymore but I can feel that the guilt is still there. And a few months
ago at lunch with my mom I’m telling myself, “tell her, she’ll understand. Do it
tell her.” And that’s exactly what I did. Surprisingly she was in the same
situation I was when she was younger. She hugged me while I cried. She told me that it was going to be okay and that she loves me
no matter what.